I wish I could fix it…

It seems we have more good days than bad, currently. I know that will not always be the case, so I relish what I am blessed with. It just frustrates the hell out of me when things happen that I can’t fix…I wish I could fix the Dragon’s pain. I wish he didn’t have [...]

The things I can do

Today I actually taught a class for a friend of mine who had to attend a funeral. I stood up and had a dialogue for close to an hour and a half about the Internet and cyber anthropology-my current driving force in school. I did all this without any assistance from the teacher or [...]

Baa Baa Black sheep

There are times  today being one of them, where I think I get why my family never calls, and why I seem to shed friends like a bad sunburn finally peeling. I am critical  sharp tongued  overbearing  and everything I never wanted to be. I am vicious and quick in my attacks even when [...]

Life in the shell…

So it is still hotter than Hades here in these Ozark hills, and there seems to be no relief in sight. The heat makes it impossible to enjoy even the briefest part of the day for the Dragon, and I am not faring much better. This could be considered a theme for how my [...]

It’s too Darn Hot

As the banner can attest- July is coming in like a firestorm. We are under an extended heat advisory for the next few days, and you can definitely feel it outside. I’m just grateful it didn’t hit last weekend when the A/C unexpectedly crapped out on us. While last weekend was hellishly hot, and [...]

To write love on my belly…

I’m realizing that, while I am open to the acquiring of knowledge, that which I seek is not found in these school books, but alongside that academic learning. There is still much within me to uncover.

The first lesson is not “know thyself”, but “love thyself”, for only through the latter [...]

Familiar Frustration from the Family

It seems Eris has a wicked sense of humor. I tell myself I am finally comfortable and OK with my life. Then along comes a situation that shows me just how wrong I was. I am still fighting old jealousies, and decisions. I know that how other people view me and the choices [...]

It’s weird

I keep telling myself I will start writing in my blog again when things stop being so, so what, weird? Fucked up? Off? Out of my control? Pretty much anything and everything that has been happening over the last, um I don’t know, 40 years of my life.

So I should just start [...]

Academic Overload or is that Overlord?

looking at my calender there are only 25 more days then I am done for winter break. Of course in those next twenty five days,

I have a paper due,

an art project due and paper on said project due,

and at least three more tests

plus my finals.

My brain is [...]

Mother may I ?

My thoughts seem to be of late on a fateful sex act that was committed back in 1969 < I am thinking sometime in late January, early February>. The result of which is My most decadent self. Most people shudder at the idea of their parents having sex, I actually contemplate it alot wondering [...]