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Here I am again. Ya’ know this could be turning into a habit. I don’t want to jinx it though, so that’s all I’m saying about that. How is it at 40 I’m starting to finally feel at peace with myself. I’m finally starting to feel OK. I think the self hate [...] Today tops the list as one of the most crappy days ever. The Dragon and I spent 4 1/2 hours waiting for this Doctor to come in and spend 15 minutes looking at him and asking a few questions. This would be understandable if we had been in say the E.R. or urgent [...] I keep telling myself I will start writing in my blog again when things stop being so, so what, weird? Fucked up? Off? Out of my control? Pretty much anything and everything that has been happening over the last, um I don’t know, 40 years of my life. So I should just start [...] Hello World, It’s been a long while since I’ve been to this page and shared my thoughts. So many things have been happening for and to the Dragon and I, it seems almost too much to write about. Yet, for some of it, I do need to share, get it off my chest [...] It’s what we all should do when presented with a situation where there is a need to be met and you can meet that need. Then, right at that point, the past, unspoken angers, forgotten jealousies, all should be forgotten. IF you are present in the moment where a need is presented, and [...] And to love you All I need is the air that I breathe Yes to love you All I need is the air that I breathe Sometimes I wonder if Eris was the right choice for me… it seems lately chaos and discord is surrounding me and growing larger every day. The chaos [...] Or at least that is how it feels. I have been so damn busy, I sometimes forget that I even have a blog to update. So for that intertubes, I am very sorry. Can you ever forgive me? School is still taking up most of my time, adding the weight of being [...] Feels like I have once again fallen off the face of the planet. I’m just overwhelmed currently with all the madness going on. School, work and tutoring take up all my time. I feel like sometimes the Dragon is being ignored and I hate that. I have been trying to set up times [...] When you have so much to write about, you cant fucking figure out where to start? Not to mention not having the time. I swear it was the first of the year just yesterday, I realize working nights really does throw my time schedule off but I can’t believe its almost April. I [...] Overwhelmed with the amount of essays I must write this semester. I think perhaps I have put too much on the plate marked school, I see it taking time and everything else off the plate marked me time and its not even sharing with the plate marked work and chores and shopping. So [...] |
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