I need to mark this down- I was a complete slacker on yule this year, but I did give gifts, that I made myself, from ideas I came up with- this is huge in my life- absolutely epic. I also braved certain fears about connecting with people not stand in the way of my [...]
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There are times today being one of them, where I think I get why my family never calls, and why I seem to shed friends like a bad sunburn finally peeling. I am critical sharp tongued overbearing and everything I never wanted to be. I am vicious and quick in my attacks even when [...] Samhain is here, and once again I am unprepared. I find the actual day to day work of witchery something I wish I could find time for- I need the solace and rhythm of a regular practice again, but life is far too hectic for that, currently. Life has been far too hectic for [...] I keep thinking I am gonna sit here and write about anything else, but what is going on in my life, since it seems too depressing. I make these decisions then I never come here to write, because the only thing I can think to write about is what is going on currently in [...] So it is still hotter than Hades here in these Ozark hills, and there seems to be no relief in sight. The heat makes it impossible to enjoy even the briefest part of the day for the Dragon, and I am not faring much better. This could be considered a theme for how my [...] Worst feeling in the world is when you are typing along, pouring your heart out on the page, and somehow you lose the document. That can really piss a person off, sigh! So the only bit I can remember from my previous post that is now gone forever is -
I’m realizing that, while I am open to the acquiring of knowledge, that which I seek is not found in these school books, but alongside that academic learning. There is still much within me to uncover. The first lesson is not “know thyself”, but “love thyself”, for only through the latter [...] School has only been in for two weeks and I am already finding dark circles under my eyes. Insomnia seems to be the rule for the day… It seems every semester there is some outside thing that tries to push me away from all this, and I have to work really hard to stay. [...] Tomorrow morning school starts back up, and I would be lying if I said I was ready for it. This past summer was not the three months of rest and relaxation I had imagined I would be having; instead it seemed to be fraught with tension. I wish it could be easier having his [...] It seems Eris has a wicked sense of humor. I tell myself I am finally comfortable and OK with my life. Then along comes a situation that shows me just how wrong I was. I am still fighting old jealousies, and decisions. I know that how other people view me and the choices [...] |
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