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2012 and all is well…so far.

I need to mark this down- I was a complete slacker on yule this year, but I did give gifts, that I made myself, from ideas I came up with- this is huge in my life- absolutely epic. I also braved certain fears about connecting with people not stand in the way of my [...]

Baa Baa Black sheep

There are times today being one of them, where I think I get why my family never calls, and why I seem to shed friends like a bad sunburn finally peeling. I am critical sharp tongued overbearing and everything I never wanted to be. I am vicious and quick in my attacks even when [...]

Life in the shell…

So it is still hotter than Hades here in these Ozark hills, and there seems to be no relief in sight. The heat makes it impossible to enjoy even the briefest part of the day for the Dragon, and I am not faring much better. This could be considered a theme for how my [...]

It's starting again

Tomorrow morning school starts back up, and I would be lying if I said I was ready for it. This past summer was not the three months of rest and relaxation I had imagined I would be having; instead it seemed to be fraught with tension. I wish it could be easier having his [...]

Familiar Frustration from the Family

It seems Eris has a wicked sense of humor. I tell myself I am finally comfortable and OK with my life. Then along comes a situation that shows me just how wrong I was. I am still fighting old jealousies, and decisions. I know that how other people view me and the choices [...]

Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes

To quote the Thin White Duke ” time may change me, but I can’t trace time” .

I wonder when all these changes came about, but know I can’t really trace a time line back to when it all began.

I grew up knowing there would never be anyone for me. According [...]

Academic Overload or is that Overlord?

looking at my calender there are only 25 more days then I am done for winter break. Of course in those next twenty five days,

I have a paper due,

an art project due and paper on said project due,

and at least three more tests

plus my finals.

My brain is [...]

Mother may I ?

My thoughts seem to be of late on a fateful sex act that was committed back in 1969 < I am thinking sometime in late January, early February>. The result of which is My most decadent self. Most people shudder at the idea of their parents having sex, I actually contemplate it alot wondering [...]