It seems Eris has a wicked sense of humor. I tell myself I am finally comfortable and OK with my life. Then along comes a situation that shows me just how wrong I was. I am still fighting old jealousies, and decisions. I know that how other people view me and the choices [...]
Here I am again. Ya’ know this could be turning into a habit. I don’t want to jinx it though, so that’s all I’m saying about that.
How is it at 40 I’m starting to finally feel at peace with myself. I’m finally starting to feel OK. I think the self hate [...]
To quote the Thin White Duke ” time may change me, but I can’t trace time” .
I wonder when all these changes came about, but know I can’t really trace a time line back to when it all began.
I grew up knowing there would never be anyone for me. According [...]
Normally I post poems that I feel a connection to, but today as a belated Valentines note to my beloved, I am posting the following lyrics. The song is called Gorecki and it is by Lamb, an electronic music duo from Manchester, England, whose music is influenced by trip hop and drum and bass. [...]
It’s been a long while since I’ve been to this page and shared my thoughts. So many things have been happening for and to the Dragon and I, it seems almost too much to write about. Yet, for some of it, I do need to share, get it off my chest [...]
It’s what we all should do when presented with a situation where there is a need to be met and you can meet that need. Then, right at that point, the past, unspoken angers, forgotten jealousies, all should be forgotten.
IF you are present in the moment where a need is presented, and [...]
And to love you All I need is the air that I breathe Yes to love you All I need is the air that I breathe Sometimes I wonder if Eris was the right choice for me… it seems lately chaos and discord is surrounding me and growing larger every day. The chaos [...]
The semester is finally coming to the end, only a few more weeks left to go. A couple of projects, papers and then finals. Makes sense then, that this is when the Dragon and I decide to do crazy wacky stuff. My Tattoo’’s are not really that out of the ordinary for me, [...]
Random stranger to me – “What are you doing with your life?”
Me – “Being”
Random stranger – “Being What?” Me – “Just Being”
Random Stranger – “I don’t get it.” Me – “Thats the problem.” I have been mulling over this post at Kate Hardings the Shapely Prose , for [...]
Imagine Peace I remember being in the car with my mom driving out to my grandparents house in Rogersville. I had been begging her to let me turn the radio to rock 99 the local rock/pop station. She was a hard sell on it, she only ever listened to KTTS, the local country [...]