Epiphanies and choices

Here I am again. Ya’ know this could be turning into a habit. I don’t want to jinx it though, so that’s all I’m saying about that.

How is it at 40 I’m starting to finally feel at peace with myself. I’m finally starting to feel OK. I think the self hate [...]

Just Be

Random stranger to me – “What are you doing with your life?”

Me – “Being”

Random stranger – “Being What?” Me – “Just Being”

Random Stranger – “I don’t get it.” Me – “Thats the problem.” I have been mulling over this post at Kate Hardings the Shapely Prose , for [...]

School's In

So far its been ” Fantastic” as the Doctor would say. My English lit Professor, teaching the class on Herman Mellville’s Moby Dick; has a voice that could almost move me to maybe give christianity another think. Blessed Goddess, I am thankful he is an English lit professor and not a preacher man [...]

My own personal Fat Rant *

I am finally fully coming out of a self imposed quasi silent period

*Title a nod to The wonderful Joy Nash Shapely Prose a Fat acceptance blog that I read had a great article about Self esteem and the fat chick.

Wow did this article set off all sorts of bells for me. [...]

I think I was goth before it had a name

So I was digging through boxes of photos the other night and was amused when I came across this particular photo of myself. Looking at it I realize I am 20 years old, which means this photo was taken in 1989. Of course I say all the normal things, wow I looked so [...]

Mom Release 2.0

Odd day today for Me. When I woke up this afternoon, yes afternoon, I had a message waiting for Me from my Mom. I am always nervous calling her back, don’t know if she is calling to yell or be nice. Well she told Me that she had finally sold her house. That she [...]